happy new year
... the Holidays are near their end and nostalgia is beginning it's approach. The messy mind game where memories of the past are stacked next to each other in an effort to prove (either consciously or unconsciously) progress has been made. Progress in life... the maturing of oneself. It sounds as if I am I referring to it as an ailment... in my case... I am. It has a way of driving me to melancholy. I'm usually counting the minutes until all the decorations are down and life returns to 'normal'. Don't get me wrong... I do love the Holiday Season... but by this time I'm ready... ready for the grind... ready to be so busy that I forget I'm thousands of miles away from family... have not found the women of my dreams & am not exactly where I want to be with my career. You know... all those memories and feelings that start building around the end of November and usually linger through the first week of January. Here's to the end of another season... may the next find us further along in the pursuit for our truth.
happy new year
4 comments:
So i noticed that you said women and not woman of your dreams... was that a freudian slip or just a spelling error?
i like this. it's raw and honest. and truthfully, if i didn't HATE the month of january, i'd completely agree with you. i just wish we could skip the whole month and head back into spring. *sigh*
freudian slip... he's dirty
... no slip nor grammatical error... just dirty
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